My love letter
PARK SIHOO-SSI’S DRAMATIC THANKSGIVING FESTIVAL 2017 – DRAMATIC ENCOUNTER SERIES
施厚君的2017年戏剧化感恩节活动 – 戏剧化的相遇系列
9 June 2017, Friday, was the start of Park Sihoo-ssi’s Dramatic Thanksgiving Festival. All of us were excited as we would get to see Park Sihoo-ssi and his Princess Man Kim Seungyu face-to-face that day. But one beautiful lady had the most memorable experience, one that she wasn’t even expecting!
Congratulations, Knapavalley!
But oh, what a perfect reward for one who has loved so much and I am sure will continue to love! She got a double dose of happiness on that day! This lucky lady drew one of five one-on-one photos with Park Sihoo-ssi in a lucky ballot. But what was more precious was that her love letter to Kim Seungyu or was it Park Sihoo-ssi, we can’t differentiate the two anymore, was picked overall winner! She got to read her love letter to him face-to-face!
How did she feel?
I thought that this love letter would be most personal to her as it came right from her heart, so I was hesitant about asking her to share. But as they say, no venture no gain, so I had to give it a try and asked. And Knapavalley graciously agreed! What a generous lady! Thank you for sharing your love letter! We really appreciate it!
Here is what Knapavalley has to say about her experience:
“I attended Sihoo-ssi’s drama event in Fukuoka on 9 June 2017. I had an unbelievable experience there. So … let me share.
Actually, my friends and I have attended lots of Park Sihoo-ssi’s events so far. However, we have never had front row seats, never been asked to go up on stage to talk or to take photos with Sihoo-ssi and never gone back stage to meet him. So we went there with no unreasonable expectations but just to have fun with Sihoo-ssi being our only wish as usual.
However … something was different this time.
First, I won the ticket to take a photo with Sihoo-ssi! As I said earlier, I didn’t expect anything, so I was really surprised. I said to myself, “Really??? Wow!! That’s great!” On the way to our seats, somebody brought up the topic about the love letter we were supposed to send to Mentor a couple of weeks ago. Our conversation was like this: “Do you know whose love letter was chosen?” “I have no idea. But since the person who has been chosen has to read her letter in front of the audience, I heard Mentor emailed the person already.” “Oh, that’s right! In that case, mine was not chosen … Hehehe!” “Me neither! Hahaha.”
And then … In the middle of the event, emcee Kim Tei-ssi started to call three people’s names whose love letters were chosen by Sihoo-ssi. Since I didn’t hear anything from Mentor in advance, I wasn’t expecting anything. Moreover, right from the start, I didn’t think my letter would have been chosen.
Then all of a sudden. I heard, “Horita Kazue-san.” Actually my name is “Hotta Kazue.” So, I didn’t recognize the name she called. And then she said, “Her nick name is napa-san.” OMG!
I kept saying to myself while I was walking towards the stage. “That’s totally impossible. Something must be wrong! I don’t even remember what I wrote! How can I read it to Sihoo-ssi?????”
When I walked up the stage, two other people were taking photos with Sihoo-ssi. When I saw them, my heart beat got faster and faster. “OMG! OMG!” And my turn came! Mr. Kim from Mentor gave me a long rectangle letter-like paper and set a microphone in front of me. I realized that there was no way out without reading it aloud. I decided to accept the situation.
Here is my love letter to Kim Seungyu or Sihoo-ssi …
“My dear master,
It has already been six years since I met you and fell in love with you. The moment when I am thinking of you living in Seoul is my precious healing time.
I sometimes ask myself why I miss you and feel so lonely whenever you leave Japan. It’s much worse than when I leave Korea after I have met you. The reason I feel that way might be that I have to accept the reality that you are leaving me? So, after you left, I always feel really empty.
Why do I love you this much?
That’s probably because I really appreciate that you are in my life and I realize that your existence is exceptional. There is no one who has such divine beauty on this earth, except you. In fact, I cannot forget your shinning presence when I met you up close the first time. There IS definitely an aura about you. Actually we sometimes call you “a white illumination” or “a walking reflector board.” ^^
On the contrary, you are not perfect. You sometimes make mistakes like any real live person …
When I see you like that, I can’t stop worrying and wanting to help you! “I have to do something for him!”
But nobody asked me for help though. ^^ Then I spend sleepless nights.
As you can see, there’s a huge gap. I believe the gap IS the reason why you hold my heart and won’t let it go.
My master,
I’ll be at your side all the time no matter what happens… so that as an actor, you will keep on twinkling like a star in the night sky, and to accomplish your aspiration to be an actor all your life, I’ll always pray for you. So, please don’t hesitate to move forward to where you want to go. My mind will always be with you.
I love you.”
When I read it, Sihoo-ssi was listening and nodding. I was so nervous at first but since these words were coming from my heart, it was not that hard to read it aloud.
As soon as I finished reading the love letter (Am I wrong??? I don’t remember exactly …) he gave me a huge warm hug. I can’t forget his smile and his action. He opened his arms wide to hold me and walked towards me as if he were saying “Come here!” Probably it was a really short time, but to me it was the best moment in my life, ever. Then we took a photo and he gave me Dinga! When he gave me Dinga, he said that he spent quite a lot of money to get Dinga and laughed. I was sooooo excited and also felt somehow complete.
I’m so glad that I had this opportunity. Thank you Sihoo-ssi for choosing my love letter! Thank you Japan Official Fan Club (JOFC)!
Oh, after the event, I took other photos with Sihoo-ssi using my two-shot ticket.
And Dinga is now with me in my room. ^^”
Congratulations, Knapavalley! It was a most beautiful letter expressing what was innermost in your heart! I am so glad you won! So well deserved for your love, passion and being there for him always, through thick or thin! Enjoy Dinga for the memories he brings you, that most memorable moment with Kim Seungyu, the Princess Man!
我的情书
2017年6月9日星期五,是施厚君的戏剧化感恩节活动的开始。粉丝姐妹们都非常兴奋,因为那一天会见到施厚君和他的公主的男人金承琉。那天也是一位美丽的女士最难忘的一天,一个她完全没有任何期待的经历!
恭喜Knapavalley!
对一位那么深爱过,我肯定还会继续深爱的人来说,这是个完美的回报!当天她获得了双倍的幸福!这位幸运的女士买了一张票就抽到了与施厚君合拍的五张票之一。但是更珍贵的是她给金承琉或是施厚君(难以区分两个人了)写的的情书,被选为整体的获奖者!她得面对面地向他读情书!
她感觉如何呢?
我认为,这封情书对她来说是最为私密的,因为是来自内心,所以我犹豫了一下究竟要不要要求她分享。但是如古语所说的,没有冒险就没有收获,所以我就问了。而Knapavalley慷慨地同意了!一位美丽有品味的女人!谢谢妳同意分享,真的很感激!
这是Knapavalley对她的经历所写的:
“我是在2017年6月9日在福冈参加了施厚君的戏剧化感恩节活动。我在那里有一个难以置信的经历。所以…让我分享。
实际上,我和朋友迄今已经参加过很多施厚君的活动。不过,从来没有坐过前排席位,从来没有被选中上台对话,或与施厚君拍照,从未没有在后台和他见过面。所以我们去参加活动时,没有任何不合理的期望,跟往常一样只是为了和施厚君度过美好时光。
不过这次有点不同。
首先,我赢了与施厚君的合影的票!正如我刚才所说,我没想到会抽中,所以真的很惊讶。对自己说,“真的吗?哇!!太棒了!” 入座时,有人提到了几个星期前,发给Mentor的情书。我们的谈话是这样的:“妳知道谁的情书被选中了吗?”“我不知道。但是,被选中的人必须在观众面前阅读她的情书,我听说Mentor已经通知了该人。” “哦,没错!在那种情况下,我的应该没有被选中… 哈哈哈 😄!” “我的也没有!哈哈哈”。
然后…在活动时,司仪金蒂Kim Tei宣布了3位中奖者的名字,她们的信件被施厚君选中。因为我没有提前被Mentor通知,所以没有任何的期待。此外,从一开始,我也不认为我的情书会被选中。
突然我听到“Horita Kazue-san”,其实我的名字叫“Hotta Kazue”,所以没有认出她叫的名字。然后她说:“她的昵称是napa-san。”OMG哟!
当我走上台时,一直对自己说。 “这完全是不可能的。搞错了吧!我都记不起自己写了什么内容,怎么阅读给施厚君听呢?”
当我在台上时,还有另外两位粉丝已经和施厚君合拍了。当我看到他时,我的心越跳越快。 “我的天啊! OMG!” 轮到我了!Mentor的金先生给了我一个长长的矩形信纸,在我面前设了个麦克风。我意识到没有出路,只能朗读。我决定接受这个情况。
这是我给金承琉或施厚君的情书:
“亲爱的主人,
我遇见并爱上你已经六年了。当我想到你住在首尔的那一刻,是我宝贵的治疗时间。
我有时会问自己为什么会想念你,当你离开日本时会感到孤独。比我在韩国遇见你,然后离开还要厉害。我觉得原因可能是我必须接受你离开我的现实?所以,在你离开之后,我总觉得真的空虚。
为什么我那么爱你呢?
这可能是因为我很欣赏你在我的生命中,意识到你的存在是那么特殊。除了你以外,在地球上没有别人有如此神圣的美丽。事实上,当我第一次见到你时,我不能忘记你闪闪发光的存在。这绝对是你的光环。其实我们有时叫你“白色照明”或“走路反光板”。^^
相反,你并不完美。你有时会像任何真实的人一样犯错误。
当我看到时,我不停的为你担心,希望能帮助你! “我必须为他做点事情!”
但是没有人要我帮忙。 ^^ 然后我就会度过不眠之夜。
可以看到有个巨大的差距。我相信这个差距就是为什么你夺得了我的芳心,难以消失的原因。
我的主人,
无论发生什么事情,我一直会在你身边,所以作为一个演员,你会像夜空中的星星一样闪烁,并且为了完成你要当一生的演员的愿望,我会永远为你祷告。所以,请不要犹豫,向前走,走你想走的路。我的心会永远与你在一起
我爱你。”
当我读到它时,施厚君正在听和点头。我起初很紧张,但是由于这些话是来自我的心,读起来并不难。
读完了情书(希望没记错…)他给了我一个巨大温暖的拥抱。我不能忘记他的笑容和他的行动。他张开双臂抱住我,走向我,好像在说“过来吧!”可能是很短的时间,但是对我而言,这是我一生中最美好的一刻。然后我们拍了一张照片,他给了我丁加Dinga!当他给我丁加时,他笑着说他花了好多钱才获得丁加Dinga的。我很激动,也感觉在某种程度上完整了。
我很高兴有这个机会。谢谢施厚君选择我的情书!谢谢朴施厚日本官方粉丝俱乐部(JOFC)!
哦,活动结束后,我用了抽到的票和施厚君又合影了。
而丁加Dinga现在放在我的房间里。 ^^”
恭喜Knapavalley!这封最美丽的情书,表达了妳内心的一切!很高兴获奖者就是妳!这是妳应得的,因为是妳对他的深爱,激情和永远的守候打动了他!享受与丁加Dinga的时刻,希望它带给妳与金承琉,公主的男人最难忘的回忆!
Credits – Many thanks! Knapavalley for her article and photos; Photos – Knapavalley, KBS, navicon.co.jp, Lynn, Nance