Restlessness is making me anxious
I don’t know what it is about me since yesterday. It is not as if I don’t have a lot of work or non-work related things to do. In fact, there are so many things that needed my attention even though at this time of the year, many people are already winding down. But, somehow, I can’t put my heart into anything! Including getting down to writing this week’s articles for ParkSihooSsi.com!
Horrors! I am feeling an intense restlessness. I can only go about my daily life like an automaton. Can’t sit still. Can’t put my heart into doing things. Wanting to give a earful to people who think with their big fat egos and not with their brains and with total disrespect for other people’s privacy! Feeling as though something is on the verge of happening and yet don’t know what, don’t know when!
I usually call this restlessness my antsy feeling.
Can’t figure out how I feel!
And I am wondering if this restlessness is work related, involving my personal life or has something to do with Park Sihoo-ssi. Maybe sub-consciously, I am thinking about his parting message in Jeju. That he is preparing for his next project and that announcements will be made soon at the right time.
Looking at how time is ticking by and as each new Korean drama for 2017 announces its cast, I can’t help but be anxious and restless! When will it come? Will it be soon? Which one?
Gosh…am I restless, antsy…whatever!
Oh no, I didn’t post anything today!
Maybe, just maybe, one fine morning, when you wake up, you will find that I have not posted anything for the day! Why? Because I forgot as I was just too restless. Can’t anchor myself!
Now, that could happen, you know! Hahaha!
坐立不安！
不知道为什么，但从昨天开始就心痒痒，坐立不安。并不是我没太多工作或其他非工作范围的事情要做。事实上，有好多事情需要我的关注，即使是年底这个时候，已经有许多人都开始放松放假了。但是，不知何故，我就是无心处理任何事情，包括为ParkSihooSsi.com写这周的文章！
My antsy feeling is back with a vengeance!
恐怖！真的感到强烈的不安。只能像自动机一样去处理日常生活和事情。不能静坐。心有点不在焉。想骂某些自我，做事不经过大脑，完全不尊重别人的隐私的人！感觉就像有什么事情即将发生，但不知道什么，不知道何时！
我经常会把这种不安感称为蚂蚁上身antsy的感觉。
不晓得这种不安是否跟工作，私人生活或施厚君有关。也许脑后还想着他在济州岛道别时的最后一个消息。就是他正在准备下一个项目中，不久在适当的时候会给大家宣布。
Will it be soon? When, what?
看着时间就这么滴答的过去，一部部2017年新的韩剧宣布演员，不禁有点担心和不安！什么时候会宣布？会快了吗？哪一部剧或电影？
噢 …真的坐立不安，蚂蚁上身的感觉 …！
也许，也许，一个美好的早晨，当妳们醒来时，发觉我那天忘了发任何的文章！为什么？因为我实在坐立不安。不能锚定自己！
有可能发生的事噢！哈哈哈！
Photo Credits – Many thanks! SBS.co.kr
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I fully understand what you meant Nance. However don’t let those senseless people spoil your day. Karma will get to them . Karma will do the job of justice. As to PSH ‘s new project we will hear it I am sure just got to be patient.
Should our life be a lot easier, the lower we keep our expectations? Some say:”If I don’t expect anything , I don’t get disappointed.” Not us, PSH’s fans. Because when we see the same person everyday, when we speak about the same person everyday, when we are concerned about that person’s life and career, that person becomes part of our life. And PSH is part of our life, and we are always expecting something good to happen to him. We realize that past no longer holds us captive, as the future is our concern about him. Positive expectations mark a superior personality , as PSH is. So ,we are carrying around PSH in our head everyday, thinking of him what we want him to be, the person we love the most, the actor we want to be always successful. But when we don’t have any news about our beloved actor’s projects in the future, our soul becomes impatient with itself, our restlessness keeps growing , agitates us to pain. As Nance says:” Looking at how the time is ticking by, and as each new Korean drama for 2017 announces its cast, I can’t help but be anxious and restless.” And this feeling is peculiar to many of PSH’s fans . Because we are restless, we want news as soon as possible, we want one day to find some good news about his new projects for 2017. And thinking of his parting message in Jeju that he is preparing for his next project , coming soon with his announcements, I want to reply to him:” Do not turn me in restless waters if you can not promise to be my stream.”[Sanober Khan]
Other people’s eyes, the author, consistent, positive, the pursuit of the state! All the people in the world, it is inevitable that the occasional negative energy, not controlled by the show, is a normal reaction! In the heart of the heart, the reflection of the details, may be their own, too concerned about the! The feeling of the bottleneck, can not focus, everything, and not all are reasonable, the real world, is a sharp state! Any affection, choice, one hundred percent trust! Shi Houjun, may be temporarily no news, but, no relationship, trust his team, is still in the efforts! Some things, not you think of, you can do it, or you can do it, you can get! Every person, only love yourself, it may rain, parry! Sister, tired, just a moment of rest, the body and mind! His sister’s choice, all support! Everything the light look, do not be discouraged, not hypocritical, not slander, is the basic!
Sometimes I have this restless feeling as well like something is in the air, but don’t know what or when I will feel the “Aha” moment. I am as curious as everyone when the news about the new project will be announced. I feel so calm that I think we will have to wait until 2017 has come in
I declare I absolutely feel clueless or in other words none whatsoever the kind of antsy feeling you or Nance or many of the steely fans could feel about things that’s to happen with PSH. It’s quite amazing for both of you to reach that level of feeling for PSH. I must say my gut feel and intuition is rather strong type of person but none whatsoever when it comes to PSH. So I am the type who will only be updated when things actually materialised and not a fan who would feel restless or using my headsapce making guesses about what’s gonna happen with our beloved PSH. 😊
Wilma, I try to feel as calm as you are, but at my age everyday counts so much for me. That’s why I’m so eager his announcement to come as soon as possible, so that I should be able to enjoy his new drama . On the other hand I’m sorry his talent is waiting too much his genius to be recognized by his viewers. As B. Franklin said:”Hide not your talent, they for use were made.” But I think you are right , that we’ll have to wait until 2017 will come in. Everything in due time!
From your perspective I understand every day counts Stefania Lupu. It’s a fact that the longer we have to wait for the announcement, the later in 2017 we may have to enjoy PSH’s talent again.. Another possibility could be, we will hear the moment of airtime and then it could be really soon! My calmness only tells me that everything is going well with PSH and according to his own planning! ☺
I always try to be optimistic in my life, even in bad days, and as PSH is concerned I do bellieve and I want that everything should go excellent in his life.