Yesterday was an exceptionally busy day at work and then it was off to evening class. I should have been very tired, especially being on the road practically every weekend for more than a month without rest.
However, I was feeling great at that time of the night, exceptionally so! My mind was humming as I was writing this post. I found myself unconsciously smiling! 😉 I was recollecting the weekend past in Macau, spent in “pursuit” of Park Sihoo-ssi while he was on location filming his new drama “Neighborhood Hero”. I was a good girl, not disruptive or intrusive of his work.
Pre and post shoots, when Park Sihoo-ssi came on or left the set, he never failed to greet his waiting fans, a sign of acknowledgement of their presence, in being polite and in being human. There were times during the shoots when he would steal a glance, smile or wave at his fans. Maybe I was being whimsical and fanciful, but I was sure each fan present felt that his mischievous smile or his friendly wave was meant just for her and her alone! Who wouldn’t when he flashed that heart stopping, heart melting beautiful smile of his? You couldn’t help but feel as if it were only you and him in the whole universe! You were only being human!
So how did I feel about Park Sihoo-ssi and our “relationship”?
Ok, don’t pounce on me. It was late last night when I wrote this article and I was brain dead after a long, hard day. I couldn’t think of what to call this interaction so I loosely termed it as a “relationship”, even though none existed and I doubt if he even knew of my existence 🙂
I certainly didn’t think the relationship as one of boy-girl – he is far too young and I certainly don’t feel any spark fly in that direction. Definitely, not mother-son – I am far too young 🙂 and I only mother my dogs. So I thought maybe a younger brother-older sister relationship. That was probably it.
Even though I consider him a younger brother 남동생 and I have read quite a bit about him, he is still very much a stranger, a very good looking one. A “star” who in my world equates to one who is put on a pedestal, totally unreachable. And yet, in the case of Park Sihoo-ssi, he is so amiably personal, so obviously charming with that hint of mischievousness.
Being a woman I couldn’t help but be taken in when he turned on his charm, younger brother or otherwise. Who could resist when he breezed by, stopped in his tracks, flashed you his brilliant smile, gave you the impression of recognition and then waved at you?
He had me behaving like a little girl, very self conscious, totally shy (I felt myself blushing inside) and my heart raced a mile a minute. I was only being human!
自然的反应
昨天一天的工作异常忙碌,下班后又去上课。我应该很累,尤其是最近几个星期以来,每个周末都在外没有太多的休息时间。
不过,深夜里我感得超好,格外的清醒!写着这篇博文时,我发现自己不知不觉地微笑! ;)我正回忆着上周末在澳门,施厚君在外拍摄他的新剧“邻家英雄”时,花痴追随他的情景。我是好女孩,不打扰也不侵入他的工作。
当时,在拍摄前后, 施厚君到来或离去拍摄场地时,他都会和等待着他的厚粉们打招呼,有礼待人。有时候,他会偷偷望着我们一眼,向我们微笑或挥手。也许我是异想天开和有丰富的幻想,但我相信每位在场的粉丝都觉得他调皮的笑容和他友善的招手只是对着她唯一一个人!难免大家会被他那灿烂迷人的笑容给陶醉!妳会不禁觉得好象宇宙中只有妳和他!
那么,我对施厚君有什么感受,是什么关系呢?
不要揍我啦。夜已深,熬了漫长艰难的一天,我都脑残了。再也想不出适当的词来形容和施厚君的那种互动,所以我把它松散的称为“关系”,虽然真的没有关系的存在,他甚至不知道我的存在:)
我当然不认为我们是男女的关系 – 他太年轻了,我也不觉得我们之间有任何的火花。也不是母子关系 – 我太年轻了:),我只是我狗狗们的“母亲”。所以,我想,也许姐弟关系吧。
虽然我把他当成弟弟남동생,也读了很多关于他的信息,可是他毕竟还是很陌生,一位很帅的陌生男人。 “明星”在我的世界里,是被捧高在宝座上, 平常人是难以接近,碰不着的。但施厚君是那么的亲切,迷人还带一丝调皮。
作为一个女人,虽然是把他当弟弟,可是我是不禁陶醉在他不可抗拒的魅力中。当他从妳身边擦过时,稍微停下脚步,用他那阳光灿烂的笑容对妳微笑,似乎认得出妳一样,然后向妳挥手,妳是无法抵抗他那十足的魅力的!
他让内向的我就像小女孩似的,感到万分的自我意识,完全害羞 (觉得自己的脸是火热的),心一直狂跳。 对他,这可是很自然的反应。
Photo Credits – Many thanks! http://cafe.daum.net/pyungholove, DCinside Park Sihoo Gallery
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Me too being a mother to my beloved pooch, may I ask how you handle the many impromptu trips “star chasing” while you are mother to your dogs? They go to dogs hotel?
My sons are glad to have left home and no longer have to obey their mum’s strict regiment. They are happier doing whatever they like with an indulgent granny that spoils them to bits. No “don’t do that, no barking, no fighting….” Boys will boys! And no more cramped apartment, we have run of a garden! 🙂 So that leaves mum free 🙂
Lucky for your sons to have a good granny. Hb and I hardly leave our boy to go anywhere without him.
I used to have to have a helper come in to stay-in when I travel and when I couldn’t, I had to leave them with dog care. Good thing is that dog carer absolutely adores dogs, especially my rascals 🙂